They say the 3rd day is always the hardest. Yup.
I hit a total wall today. How does that even happen 3 days into failing? LOL.
What I failed at today.
I didn't exercise at 4:30 am even though I was up and twittling around the house.
I didn't clean the entire house. In fact I didn't even get one room finished.
What did I accomplish instead of my failing goal.
I made a blog post on each of my blogs.
I cooked a turkey and deboned it and made turkey soup and froze the rest.
I did clean part of three rooms, but not deep cleaning which was my goal.
I did school work with my son.
I partially organized a closet.
I served divorce papers to someone.
I helped my son with some paperwork.
Now... the question is, Did I meet my goal? I accomplished a lot, but that isn't the point. What is the point exactly?
Is the point to fail because my goals are too lofty? (I think not).
Is it to notice my failings, but put them into a good light? (maybe).
Is it to let go of perfectionism? (easy to say, hard to do)
or Is it to prove my insanity? (😇😉)
A clean house is not a lofty goal. It is a necessity. I think people don't realize how many projects I have and how much I am always trying to accomplish,. I don't think I realize how many projects I have started and not finished and how much I want to accomplish in limited hours.
I like to keep busy and I like to succeed and finishing things, but maybe I just have too many coals in the fire. Hmmm. I worry a lot about the Judgies. They show up and say something about my world and I shut down for days. Maybe that's what all this is about?
I got discouraged today because I was failing at failing, but was I really?
What I failed at today.
I didn't exercise at 4:30 am even though I was up and twittling around the house.
I didn't clean the entire house. In fact I didn't even get one room finished.
What did I accomplish instead of my failing goal.
I made a blog post on each of my blogs.
I cooked a turkey and deboned it and made turkey soup and froze the rest.
I did clean part of three rooms, but not deep cleaning which was my goal.
I did school work with my son.
I partially organized a closet.
I served divorce papers to someone.
I helped my son with some paperwork.
Now... the question is, Did I meet my goal? I accomplished a lot, but that isn't the point. What is the point exactly?
Is the point to fail because my goals are too lofty? (I think not).
Is it to notice my failings, but put them into a good light? (maybe).
Is it to let go of perfectionism? (easy to say, hard to do)
or Is it to prove my insanity? (😇😉)
A clean house is not a lofty goal. It is a necessity. I think people don't realize how many projects I have and how much I am always trying to accomplish,. I don't think I realize how many projects I have started and not finished and how much I want to accomplish in limited hours.
I like to keep busy and I like to succeed and finishing things, but maybe I just have too many coals in the fire. Hmmm. I worry a lot about the Judgies. They show up and say something about my world and I shut down for days. Maybe that's what all this is about?
I got discouraged today because I was failing at failing, but was I really?
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